all alone
I wake in the endless 
quiet, cold, still
my soul in agony
and darkness
heavy on weary eyes
I dare not open
for I can feel them
crawling
the slimy things
everywhere
with legs
in flesh and open
rotting wound
for years and yet 
I could not die
forgotten in the forest
buried, lost in soul and mind
and still I wake alone
all alone 
back there again
in the damp, the dark, the dirt
with the agony and the slimy things
as decades danced slowly by
without me and I only wished 
to die I tried to pray 
but I could feel a cross 
no longer round my neck, my faith 
was taken with my life
brother against 
brother turned
buried and left unmarked
for dead, to rot, alone
I am still 
alone, so alone but living death
took pity on me and I am
no longer in the ground 
I am safe in bed and clean
and I can open my weary eyes
I am safe, I am clean
and less alone. it is only 
in my mind
that the slimy things
with legs live on
but they vanish 
in the light
 
 

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